my sweat makes patterns on cloth and nylon as i stew in your presence. hours seem like days as hushed whispers fill the air above our heads and i forget myself. my body looks ghostly from above, all rough bone and skin as i bite back answers. it’s a sort of therapy to let myself go. i walk away from being all lips and mouth and instead sink into the tones of your voice, hoping that you don’t stop talking as i drift away. hoping that you know that i need this escape.
